Look after myself

OK. I feel funny

This is like my last year of school... That's a butt. I know what's going on. I am panicking a little

I'm OK. But I feel weird... Like a panic

I am not stressing. Yet my body panics. I should look more into how I feel to help myself

OK. I seem to be stressed about next year. This is the second time this has happened. And that is OK, but a pain

I had this in my last year of school and couldn't physically work for three months. Due to that, I couldn't finish my scholarship art-board (I just managed Merit)

I cannot let that happen again!

I will sit outside for a little

I'm back

My chest is throbbing and my head spins. But I'll be OK. Just gotta let it pass my system

It's a good thing I'm going to be meeting the counselor today ha ha ha ha. Perfect timing :D 

I will meet with them at lunch

I am still a while on the list for advice with job things. So I will wait :)

Maybe I should get some air? Ya. A mini walk. Just get it out of the system ;) 

:)

Now that I think about it. I have not been sleeping much lately

But I put that down to my sister going in and out of hospital with some serous infections that could be life threatening. She seems OK. But she has been in and out for the past 2 days

So I thought that was why... But my sleeping habits have been bad for one week now

Humm. I also have not been hungry for five days too. I should have really noticed ha ha ha

I can guess it was triggered with the job aspect with internship class. I know what I'm like

I get fearful and nervous when planning my future/next step. So I can guess that looking into jobs and talking about next year is the cause of my 'panic'. That's a butt

I wish I could like, not panic. My mind is not panicking, but my body is. There is no need for it ha ha. It just puts me behind :)

Meh. No more chest throbs and my head is better

I Did It :D I knew I would be OK ;)